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Thank you for this thread!

I don't know if anyone is able to find the "right" words in this moment. :cry:

Mika, I'll never forget you. I still remember reading your posts ... and now you are away :cry:

I hope the one who did this to you somehow understands what happened and gets an extremely bad conscience ...

:cry:

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Original von Niggels
I don't know if anyone is able to find the "right" words in this moment. :cry:

I still can't find the "right" words.

We all had so much hopes in the last 5-6 Weeks and it hurts that all these hopes couldn't help Mika. :cry:

Mika will stay in our hearts and minds forever.

In deep mourning

ShadowByte

I understand what seren is going through - having lost my best friend of 27 years in March 2000 - there are no words, no gestures, no comforting things that can take away the pain in this moment... mika touched so many people who never even got a chance to meet her... she will be missed by us all... but seren, please know that we are all here for you now...

love and friendship always, seren!

from the heart


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tonight we light the fires
we call our ships to port
tonight we walk on water
and tomorrow we'll be gone

the loss of an individual utterly reconfigures the whole

I still dont believe. I still dont want to believe that this is real

I never knew you, Mika, and now I never will have the chance to either. For that I am deeply sorry. Wherever you are now, Mika, be sure that we miss you.

Today exactly one year ago was this terrible, terrible day which ultimately lead to Mika's untimely death.

I've been thinking all day long what to write here but words simply fail me.

Mika, we miss you!

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I never knew her but i feel very sorry for what happened.

Mika, you'll be always in our hearts!

I feel like I would like to express something but I also feel hesitant, as if anything I could say might be woefully insufficient.

So, I will just say as I said before, that you who are dealing with the aftermath of this are very much in my thoughts and in my heart.

In memory of mika.

I don't know what to say, I can't find the words...

Exactly one year ago today, mika passed away.

She is still in my heart, and always will be.

"I'll be your Atlas
and carry our world"
- (written by Eskil Simonsson)


And there's someone else who is in my heart as well...mika's best friend, mika's soulsister.

"Now don't drown in your tears
Push your head towards the air.
Now don't drown in your tears
I will always be there.
- (written by Editors)

Niggels

I would like to say something nice but I don´t know how.

I lost also friends who has a special place in my heart and I know how this time is dificult and even when the time past from year to year,
there is always something nice which reminds you on her like a present of her or a special place where you have meet her and it is than very hard....
coz the heart is like breaking coz you can´t say anything anymore to your self ....and to her....it´s like a silence.

I wish all the people much strength in this sad time.
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25-11-2007

Today,I read the posts .....
mika [cyberdreamsgirl]

It shocked me what happened with Mika.

Some of us are travelling and when Mika don´t have family, maybe we can put at least some flowers or some thoughts on her grave or we collect for a floral wreath and Serena put it on grave.

I don´t know if its too personal to ask Seren where the grave of Mika is?

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Originally posted by Niggels
In memory of mika.

I don't know what to say, I can't find the words...

Exactly one year ago today, mika passed away.

She is still in my heart, and always will be.

"I'll be your Atlas
and carry our world"
- (written by Eskil Simonsson)


And there's someone else who is in my heart as well...mika's best friend, mika's soulsister.

"Now don't drown in your tears
Push your head towards the air.
Now don't drown in your tears
I will always be there.
- (written by Editors)

Niggels

I have been thinking a lot lately about many things of life. I still can´t put my toughts in order...
I never new Mika, but it is impossible not to react when something like this happens. Personally speaking, this brought to my mind so many things...
And I try to find coherence in my words, but life is nothing like coherence.
I´m one of those who believes everything in your life happens for a reason. This is one of many times (too many for me I have to say) that I think God owes us an explanation. There are no reasons for things like this.

And again. I find myself thinking "someone in the wrong place at the wrong time". But it´s NOT enough for me. It was never enough.

And I´m still trying to put my toughts in order...

I´m deeply sorry.

I too didn't know Mika but she is still part of our extended family.
Gone but never forgotten.

God speed

Niki

The events related in this forum and elsewhere regarding the attack on, and the subsequent death of mika [aka cyberdreamsgirl] are entirely erroneous. Indeed, neither mika nor seren exist, or have ever existed in reality. Both of these individuals, and the events related here, and elsewhere, were fantastical fabricated creations in the mind of a young lady suffering from a severe psychotic psychiatric disorder, which prompted severe delusional behaviour. Neither of these persons ever existed, and the details and events relating to them never occurred. They were exclusively the product of the delusional psychotic disorder of this young lady.

She is aware of the distress, and sorrow that she generated within member of this forum, and she extends her most heartfelt, and sincere apology to you all. It was never her intention to maliciously cause hurt, upset or distress to anyone, and throughout this time the people and the events she detailed were extraordinarily real for her. She was entirely unable to perceive the fantastical nature of her life, or the delusional quality of the reality that she created. For her both mika, and seren, and the events that she attributed to them, and related to you all were very, very real.

She is profusely sorry to you all, and appreciates the impact that this posting will have for many of you. She apologises sincerely, though she is cognisant of the fact that this entirely fails to recompense for all that she has done, and the distress and sorrow that she has generated for many of you.

And who are you?

Edited.